I don't know where to begin. It all started as an idea I had, and one that I unfortunately chose to verbalize. My friends actually encouraged me, (shows what kind of friends they are, which is kind of sad) so I went along with it. Making another account with mid-level stats in SADX and calling it my imaginary friend? Sounded clever, at the time.
...What was I thinking?!?
If anything, this whole situation has called my integrity into question, which I know is dangerous territory in TSC. Illegitimate members are harshly punished, but that is how it should be. The true spirit of honest competition here is what the site was founded on. I had no intention of making myself out to be dishonest, but that is what I foolishly did.
Now, I have not only lost your trust, but I have put everything I've worked here for in TSC on the narrow edge of complete obliteration. I wish there was something I could do to restore your trust, but I put myself in this position, and it is one that is much easier to fall into than come out of.
So how did I manage to do something so foolish? It is mostly because I often act on impulse, and that usually merits little to no thought (hence my stupid decision here). That is what I did here, and for that you have my sincere apologies. They may not be enough, but I hope that I may once again be able to compete here at TSC.
I love TSC, and just as much, the people here, but I just don't know if I could get by without competing. So, decide what you will, and I'll await your judgment.